This year is about to end.I have always wanted 2019 to end fast and here I am feeling so grateful that time feels like it is fast.2019 has been a vey different year, where the first 6 months of 2019 were a bless, and the rest of the months are a curse. It is like I have been...
I cant help but think that nosey people really lack of something called love and attention as they like to stick their nose at unnecessary things and getting busy talking about other people's lifes. Anyways this one shot of a year is about to end, lets not be dumb in 2020 and lets be people with good common...
Imagine being so sad but got no one to tell because when you tell someone all they gonna answer is that your problem is not a big deal. ...
there are about 14 days left before everything ends. Working in a corporate world isnt really my niche. I figured that since day 1 hence the eagerness to end this all grows bigger every single day. I know people say that to get out of your box, get out of there and face challenges so that you will...
"Sa, are you okay" "mu okey dok?" "Kau ok tak ni?" These basic questions really hit hard. I am constantly asking myself whether I am okay, or fooking faking that I am okay. I think I am okay. Please put aside that FYP is killing me. Other than that, suprisingly I am okay. Yeah I have been through...
I think we gonna be okay :) I think we gonna be okay :) ...
Okay you know what? 26 more days. It is crazy. I dont think I am ready yet. I know that you will get tired of hearing this. But you will be okay. Life will get better, you will get what you want and if not maybe Allah will replace what you want with something better. Every year is...
당신 ...
You know each day I am only thinking of giving up, oh just to walk away and gamble everything. But I dont have the wild card nor the dark horse. I am alone not occupied with the four horsemen. Ah I just want to give up. My thoughts they are too loud, my lips dont even move. I...
Lately I have been so friggin active on blogging and it is weird. People tell me in order to channel those deep feelings. Write or talk about it. I am bad with talking because I will end up crying like a ponde when talking about sad things. I kenod weh I get sad like so easy I mean...
I hope when our path crosses soon, we will be able to smile to each other. I hope when our path crosses soon, we will be able to smile to each other. ...
Im not weak! *proceed in crying silently* ah im such a weak at heart, im so tired and i wanna give up every second i am here, but i have come so far, this journey is bout to end, and im about to have a new resolution. That is to love and respect myself more. I have been...
learn to be friend with the hurtful past they said. it will always be fine. it is always going to be fine they said. in this life. lessons are something vital. to get hurt is really unavoidable isn't it? I was whining about how you lied to me, but sometimes i forget that you are a human too....
Bulan baru dah masuk. Ayo dibulan baru ini kita buang manusia yang tidak baik untuk kesihatan mental kita! ayo. ...
Escape. I have been using so many mediums to escape. You know escapism? Yeah, escapism. Before this I went on to the office doing my works eventhough sometimes my brain cant take it anymore. Im still doing my best. Despite that I look like I do nothing. But reading makes your brain tired, and I have been reading...
Have you heard of MOnday blues? Okay today is a fecking tuesday blues. Lately i have been too hard on myself, I do things that I never force myself to do, I have make myself in following solely on my sheer willpower and intuition. Which are deadly when they come in both. Alas, my intuition most of the...
I would be lying to say that it has stopped hurting I would be lying to say that i don't remember about you I cant seem to think bad about you All I ever remember was how happy you made me back then. But then i dont like playing around, Messing around is not my cup of tea,...
She was fine being all alone. Just the darkness of the river and the tiny brightening bulbs flying around without a care. She walked and walked and walked. She wanted to sleep. "Argh darn you caffeine. Thank you so much I have got class at 8am come on!" It was 3am and she still could not sleep. So...
To be blessed with longevity and protected from any bad things can be rezeki too and I am forever grateful that HE still protects my family. May everything is going to be fine and everyone is always happy and healthy. Amin.- (29 September 2019) To be blessed with longevity and protected from any bad things can be rezeki...
Guys, healing process is quite slow. Im feeling like a turtle or even worse.....a three toed sloth. But i am healing so that is actually a progress. Fighting! Anyways I read a book on something sounded like art of not giving a f*ck So I thought I want to share my opinion on this. This book is actually...
