So, this is basically the second day of internship.
I swear to God I am just a kelantanese kampung girl.
Being in this big city is so tiring and it hurts my mental and physical.
But I am the who choose this path. I am the one who chose to be in this big city.
It is so hard to loosen up in this new environment. Please give me at least a week just for me to adjust my whiny self.
But I swear I am trying. I really do. I just wanna go home and be comfortable in my own space and plays the same
loop of my favourite songs.
But I swear I am trying. I really do. I just wanna go home and be comfortable in my own space and plays the same
loop of my favourite songs.
I have been basically spent two days of internship by mooning away and self dread. I thought about what ifs and what ifs.
Woke up with shaking body is that even normal? I swear, it was never that cold in the morning.
Put this on my regret list. I just wanna be okay. I just wanna wake up in the morning without having anxiety.
Can I restart this life over? I have been getting new ideas to ruin my life but in a fun way.
Guys, i told you not to turn your back on your dream right? Please listen to me :(
I just wanna write depressing poems and short stories. Why on earth I am stuck with computers and systems.
#PrayForLisa2019
